Friday, October 19, 2012

dwindling down.

The month is going by quickly! excited for halloween?: YEAH. When I was five. kidding. I'm usually pretty happy around this time of year but I can't say I've got it in me this year.

Work is balls, obviously. I feel run down. Getting onto a consistent dayshift position later next week. And I've gotta say, it has to happen. Working 3 different shifts a week on full time has my sleep schedule bonkers. I'm starting to show up late for work-I've been doing this shit since I started four years ago. And I'm finally throwing in the towel. Consistent schedule or I'm going to get fired for being late, its pretty much one or the other at this point. Here I am, 3:16 in the morning wide awake.

Not much new going on. You could probably pick the last day you saw me and I would say not much has changed since that day. I'll be facing my punishment this monday (hah!). Had the date pushed back so I could attend my Grandmother's funeral. Looks like I'll be driving again just before it hits December. I can say I don't think I'll mind it so much at first. I don't leave the house much anymore unless its to go to work or pick something up for the house and cats. it'll be getting cold soon anyway.

On the music frontier i'm out of practice but curious to see what others will present in the future. I'm stuck on the guys. homosexually. Lol no, what I mean is I miss working with those I used to. You get caught on doing things a certain way and adapted to doing those things with those people. I don't have a desire in me to find a new people to work with. I'll just have to let the idea simmer and see if i get the courage to meet new people and get back out there. If not, I'll find a new outlet.

Well that's it for now.

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